Here I am into the second week of my self-employment/entrepreneurship.

I’ve been amazed so far by how quickly things are changing inside me.  Just in one week, I have come up with a handful of ideas of services I can offer, and I have concrete strategies of how to promote them.  Not that everything will work right off the bat, but I can’t wait to try them out.  I’ll probably know immediately whether they’re going to work or not — but not before.

This last week was about feeling the full extent of my fears, the resistance of my system.  As with other changes I’ve gone through in life, I tend to run through these hard and fast — I feel like I’m going to die when I’m in the midst, but the intensity of the experience helps me move stuff out of my system quickly.

Now that I’m working my fears out, I feel that a new person is emerging.  This is the man I always thought that I could be — intuitive, bold, imaginative, confident.

Particularly, my intuition continues to amaze me.  It’s as if my decision to tune into it has some how uncaged a huge winged bird.  I’m sensing things more strongly, and it’s become crystal clear what my intuitions are telling me.  That doesn’t mean that I was able to follow it every single decision — my fear still remains, and my habit of old, conventional, Justify It Before Commiting thinking leads me astray.  But every single time I did that, I got into trouble for it.

New depth of information are coming to me, and they are like going from an old black and white TV to modern high definition TV.  The signals have so much strength, so much detail, that I can sit here and explore the world that’s opening up to me and obtain information previously unavailable.  And the scary part is, I don’t know why or how.  It’s like I am discovering a new ESP or something.  I can tell in each instance what the right decision is, and I can also tell a lot about what’s going to happen from that.  And all this happens almost instantly.

I am still leery and untrusting of this new-found antenna, so I am not as good at acting upon it.  But when I am through this transition, this is going to turn into something very potent and powerful.

Before the end of March, my endeavors are going to find more than just directions — more like tractions.  The more boldly and decisively I act, the quicker it’s going to happen.  And things are going to simply take off, in more ways than one, though I don’t know precisely in what ways.

There, I said it.  That’s my vision.  It’s scary to say something like that in public — because I could be wrong.   But I don’t think I will be.

Come along, and I’ll share with you what I’m turning into.