In a true INFJ (Myers-Briggs personality type) fashion, I’ve been thinking about this. Why do I exist? I spent all my adult life trying to fix a problem: that my life would be a failure, if I didn’t work hard enough to fix it. Think about that for a moment. …
Making art can feel silly and indulgent. Recently I scrapped about 5 hours worth of bass and vocal takes, because I felt that the tempo wasn’t right. Tempo is a funny thing, how you feel differs depending on my energy level. If I feel tired it feels too fast and …
I used to believe that a “good” person is defined by how he prioritizes others’ needs over his own. Sacrifice himself, being a martyr. I thought that if you aren’t suffering, you aren’t trying hard enough. It’s quite a worldview, isn’t it? Actually there was nothing altruistic about …
Highly sensitives are said to have a large range of emotions. I can attest to reacting dramatically to life events and arts. People with more common emotional range may be able to use emotions as a gauge of how you are doing. That feels harder for me. From day to …
One of my favorite features of my current home is these big south-facing windows. With a big enough ledge to function as a window seat. I lay on it and soak up the sun when it gets sunny. Light is a funny thing. Light makes things visible. So lights on …